Grandma had a beautiful name

Over the years remembered her grandmother, want to use my clumsy writing miss my grandmother, but so sad too difficult to find or write, can not remember not to write. Last night her husband going to make a cut onion fried onions, eggs, onions and I suddenly remembered talking to my grandmother, her name sounds just the homonym with onions, spring, yes, Liu Chun, my grandmother had a beautiful name The thought seems to be what hurt my heart a little, tears almost flooded out. Time passed and many years, remembered her grandmother in a dream in my heart I still feel the pain like Zhuixin: awake when it is remembered her tears; in a dream when the dream is crying.

Grandma has been gone a full 24 years. Before I leave this world for people not deeply realize, looking at other people's loved ones to leave, although I have also followed the tears, but after all not their loved ones at home, as the poem Tao said: "after death What are the road, the body entrusted with the Afghan mountains, relatives, or more than sad, others have songs. ". But the grandmother was the first away from my loved ones, really made me appreciate the taste of the bereaved. I remember a long time that my grandmother left me just a moment, over a period of time will come again, this feeling lasted for years, until the passage of time and gradually reduce my suffering, I realized that my grandmother has always away from me. But the mere mention of her grandmother, and I still burst into tears.

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was born in 1917, the last century, outside of my great-grandfather was a carpenter, but his life did not build a house for himself, of no fixed abode has been living a wandering life. Grandmother of five siblings, the eldest is my Jiu Gong, the second is the aunt of my grandmother, my grandmother is the third of the following two younger sisters, the youngest sister died young. As foreign great-grandfather of no fixed abode, my grandmother lives of several brothers and sisters from childhood hit on the unfortunate scars. Jiugong the only son of the married wife to the people can not afford to do door-law, aunt of my grandmother and grandmother both were in the teens, when most children are still in their parents arms like a baby when his childhood was spent to others at home to do a child bride, and began their poignant life. Jiugong young participated in the Red Army, but unfortunately later wrote, "turned himself in the book" revolt, which became a blot in his life, he was a few months before I was born in 1970, committed suicide, do not know Jiugong suicide is not with the For this matter, my poor Jiugong, although I have not seen him, I still regret the tragedy of his life, who do not yearn life, not to mention there Qierlaoxiao, Jiugong in determining the end of his life when the heart of the What is a pull off. I remember when my father was to join the party, must meet the political investigation Jiugong of this experience, in that time have such a pass of course, uncle, and until it was gradually relaxed environment, and my father joined the party only a few three-ten , but my father is not the slightest complaint against Jiugong's. My aunt twenties when grandma was widowed, then remarried frenzied media attention finally sunrise, my big Biaoyi three sons in the late eighties and early nineties all admitted to the University of It was in the countryside that is how an honor it! Aunt grandmother later years of life should be very happy, eighty-year-old died. My aunt grandmother at the age of two to aunt house to do the public child bride, her mother works as Xiao Hong's "little daughter-reunion" in the mother, as the abuse of his wife crazy, my aunt grandmother tortured, grown up and aunt of public marriage, until her mother passed away a comfortable lead until the day of the death last eighty years old, but also children and grandchildren four generations. Grandma's fate better than a few brothers and sisters can not go, four-year-old child bride to do to my home, although my great-grandmother died young, and above there is no mother, but there is such a great aunt of the powerful like her mother, my grandmother no better day to them. I grandaunt evening scene is bleak, not filial daughter, grandmother aunt let go of a good time to remember I can remember my grandmother always made grandaunt like to eat vegetables, let's go get Aunt to eat.

Grandpa and Grandma married and gave birth to seven or eight children, but only four survived, my father ranked fourth, as the above two brother and a sister all died young, my father became the de facto boss , between father and great aunt and a brother also died young. Think of grandma when I was younger and did not know how many tears shed. Grandma is our mentor and sisters childhood, my personality today, a large part of the formation of by her grandmother. My grandmother had a kind heart, she often told us when she gave birth to my father, it was deepest winter, the home to the whole family begging, and parents with several children to spend the night at home, great-grandfather did not agree grandmother's against all the odds, so the family lived down the hall room, and gave their side to hot meals, whole family is grateful, but also hold my dad. Today, 60 years later, Grandma's good to other people because the winter in the spring, so I think it still felt nice and warm. Foreign people like this, then the children grandchildren, family members, relatives, Grandma is meticulous care and dedication to the nephew, niece, nephew, niece, grandmother who is as concerned about their children in general. Grandma's a cousin died young, leaving a son, my uncle, uncle to grow most of the time spent in my house, and later her grandmother died, mother, uncle, as the same sad loss.

Child parents are busy working, my grandmother take care of our diet at home, living at home because of the grandmother is so warm, no matter when we came home from school, will have hot meals waiting for us. Later, my sister and me in junior high school must be eager to go home every weekend, think of the grandmother at home must be highly anticipated, very sweet hearts often feel, and to the Sunday afternoon we are reluctant to leave home, of looking forward to next weekend. After many years away Grandma, Mom and Dad busy living, every home, back to the cold, Grandma heart as knife-like pain. Think of the young Bugeng Shi and lack of capacity, but now when we have the ability to filial grandmother when they are are "child wants his parents not wait." I have a good negative sorry Grandma, my grandmother was only one eye can see, the other eye can not see I do not know why, but we are confused as she is like us, who have two eyes, never She did not take into account the pain and inconvenience. Grandma obtained when we only know that her love and care, and too little concern for her, never asked her what we enjoy peace of mind has not given her to pay. Sorry Grandma, I hope you in heaven hear my apology. By chance, I know my grandmother's name, spring, to the What beautiful name, my grandmother also had his own childhood and youth, have gone through, such as dimple like the flower was young, although I note the , she has entered old age.